Time is just flying by!
Graduation is in 12 days, vacation starts in 18 days!! I'm so tired both physically and emotionally that I am ready to get on the plane and relax.
I have sort of stalled on my plans to lose the last few pounds before vacation. I don't know what is wrong with me. I just keep eating.
I only gained .2 this week which isn't terrible, but no the direction I need to be going.
It doesn't help any that so far today I have eaten 2 slices of pizza, half a brownie, and 3 cookies.
I have some minor personal drama that I recently learned about that may be the culprit for my stall. I won't get into that right now, but stay tuned for future updates.
My only plan for this week is to be super mindful of everything I put into my mouth. At this point there is no possible way I will reach the weight I had intended by my deadline. I'm not giving up, I just know myself and my calendar. Too much going on that is unfortunately centered around food.
My graduation banquet is on Friday and the menu is already selected for that. I have pizza scheduled for lunch all this week due to leftovers from Sunday (Small pieces, loaded with veggies & chicken, but still pizza). I ate all the ice cream that was in the house last night, so that's no longer a worry. It's all the work snacks that will do me in. Next week is my graduation party and the menu I planned is pretty light, but Brie will be in attendance so that will be an issue. Also the cake I ordered is amazing and I will have to indulge in that.
We will see what happens. I'm pretty much over it. I just want to be done with work and school for a while. I don't care if I weigh 145 pounds or 245 pounds....I just need a damn vacation!!